Prophesy Fulfilled
Returned yesterday from a fabulous girls' weekend at the beach with Lotus, Guitar Hero, Shakesqueer, and Lovedrug. We had a great time, despite Shakesqueer's random bouts of bitchiness and having to place a $100 deposit on the hotel because we are not 21.
Started the first night off right with a big ol' pitcher of fuzzy navels. They were absolutely delicious- using the peach flavored vodka really does make all the difference. Ended the night right with a steamy makeout session in the hot tub... with Guitar Hero.
What can I say? I knew it would happen one day. I just didn't know it would be so fucking intense. It was way better than any dream I've ever had about her. Her lips are absolutely perfect. Softer even than mine, probably. The next night was more of the same, except that she was entirely sober and initiated it, and I was the drunk one playing along.
Last night we had a very sobering talk, however. It really is bad timing. I feel strongly for Bruh, and besides, I don't break new girls in. I told her that I would consider being an "us" at another time, when my schedule wasn't already so crowded and she was more sure of what she wants. Otherwise, things will end up being just like my relationship with the Virginian, a first timer who was two years younger and about a thousand times more emotional than me. We broke up over a year ago, and I still have to deal with her shit every day. I do it because I care about her, and I wouldn't trade that for anything, but I definitely don't need an encore with Guitar Hero.
Old Faithful sent me an extremely random text message on Saturday night while I was hooking up with Guitar Hero. It said simply, "i don't think you'll ever be monogamous." What the fuck?! I didn't know what to say to that, so I said nothing. First of all, I'm eighteen years old. What or who I do at this stage of my life is not even remotely indicative of what I may or may not do or be in the future. Second of all, who is someone else to judge what I am or am not? No one knows me, not really, at least not well enough to make such a broad and all-encompassing statement such as that one. Third of all, I'm going to get married before I'm 30 years old. And yes, I'm Catholic, and definitely respect the sanctity of the sacrament of marriage. So yes- I will be monogamous. Perhaps sometimes people should think before they text.
Love,
The Sapphic Southern Belle
Started the first night off right with a big ol' pitcher of fuzzy navels. They were absolutely delicious- using the peach flavored vodka really does make all the difference. Ended the night right with a steamy makeout session in the hot tub... with Guitar Hero.
What can I say? I knew it would happen one day. I just didn't know it would be so fucking intense. It was way better than any dream I've ever had about her. Her lips are absolutely perfect. Softer even than mine, probably. The next night was more of the same, except that she was entirely sober and initiated it, and I was the drunk one playing along.
Last night we had a very sobering talk, however. It really is bad timing. I feel strongly for Bruh, and besides, I don't break new girls in. I told her that I would consider being an "us" at another time, when my schedule wasn't already so crowded and she was more sure of what she wants. Otherwise, things will end up being just like my relationship with the Virginian, a first timer who was two years younger and about a thousand times more emotional than me. We broke up over a year ago, and I still have to deal with her shit every day. I do it because I care about her, and I wouldn't trade that for anything, but I definitely don't need an encore with Guitar Hero.
Old Faithful sent me an extremely random text message on Saturday night while I was hooking up with Guitar Hero. It said simply, "i don't think you'll ever be monogamous." What the fuck?! I didn't know what to say to that, so I said nothing. First of all, I'm eighteen years old. What or who I do at this stage of my life is not even remotely indicative of what I may or may not do or be in the future. Second of all, who is someone else to judge what I am or am not? No one knows me, not really, at least not well enough to make such a broad and all-encompassing statement such as that one. Third of all, I'm going to get married before I'm 30 years old. And yes, I'm Catholic, and definitely respect the sanctity of the sacrament of marriage. So yes- I will be monogamous. Perhaps sometimes people should think before they text.
Love,
The Sapphic Southern Belle
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